You know, Mrs. Samantha Wakefield, you don't make it easy being your husband sometimes....ok, that was probably the wrong way to begin. Let me start again.
I think I miss you. Nope, I'm sure of it. That's what I think is so difficult about being a new parent for me. I don't get to see you one on one. And when we do get the rare moment alone, one of us (usually you for good reason) is usually too tired or doesn't feel like being touched or bothered. I was really looking forward to today being a time where we could at least get away for a little bit of time, perhaps for a few hours where we could reconnect. I miss being able to just spend time with you without thinking about what's happening with Riles (who, coincidentally is now passed out on the floor next to me...).
Man, this learning how to be a new parent thing is really kicking our asses huh? Lol, well, I'm glad to be in the trenches with you. It's not all that bad (in fact it's pretty awesome most of the times), but there are good days and bad days sometimes...just don't let the bad days change your mind...remember that PJ morton song? Ok, now i'm rambling...i'll see you when you get home.
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